Testimonial Day Class of 2009

This is the day everybody is waiting for. That is the Graduation day. However, when we heard the word 'graduation', some might think that we gonna lost contact to each other meaning to say that the friendship will end here. For me, once you're my friend, forever you will be my friend. No matter where I go, friendship still in my heart. I always remember the moment we have joy but not sorrow. Yesterday is our last time that we have our gathering party for all the Form 5. This is the most meaningful day for all of us. But I think for all the commerce students I guess we still have chance to gather again. I hope I can have a gathering party again with all the commerce students. Anyway, we still have another prom night. I hope to see all the commerce students during the prom night. I will remember this class of 2009's moment for my entire life. 

Yesterday is a history

My aunt had leave the world for four days. And I already felt sad for four days. But today I can't put it down and accept the reality that my aunt already leave me. I won't be sad anymore. This is her destiny. We can't changes her destiny and brings her back to us. Past means is past. I will not look back. Looking back of the past do not bring me any benefit. Anyway, forget about of those decease. 

Last night, I chat with my parents about my future. Maybe I will further my studies at overseas. But one things I worry about is you. I promise you I will come back and pay a visit to you. I mean what I said. I won't forget you no matter what. Your name will carve in my heart and remember you for eternity. The feeling of loving you and missing you can make me feels you always by my side and to support me always. 

I love you forever.

My Guardian Angel

Life is just a cycle for human beings. My auntie just passed away last night because she has cancer. She is such a kind-hearted person but why the God need to give her such a disease. It is so unfair. I really very sad and moody when I received this news from my parents. Yesterday I scolded my brother terribly. And he just kept quiet because he knew that I in bad mood. Last night, I went to my auntie's house for pray. Many taoists came to her house and gave my auntie blessing so that she can rest in peace (R.I.P). My tears just flowed down from my eyes when I saw her lying down there. I really can't accept it that she just left me and a piece a letter for me. One of her wishes I can't fulfill it. I think she gonna be very disappointed. I'm so sorry. She really very love me although I always be playful but she still protect me and willing to forgive me. I felt very happy when I with my auntie. When I was young, she used to bring me to go shopping. What I can say now is just a word, SAD.

You

Do you know you very important for me? I wanna hold your arm forever if I can. I won't let it go no matter what. This is because you're the person that I adore the most in my life. I will love you compassionately. You're the one who make me have the extensive feeling. Without you, the time just passes freaking slow. I really don't know what to do. I don't want anybody to hurt you. For me, you're just a quintessential girl. I just don't know how to express my feeling to you. But it is real. No matter where I go, what I do, the feeling of missing you is exist in my mind every second, every minutes and every hour. 

I love you.

The vindication of myself to you.

I can be myself when I'm with you.

Your idea of romance is dim light, soft music, and just the two of us.

Because you make me feel like, like I have never felt before.

I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked.

Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive.

You and me together, we can make magic.

Thinking of you, fills me with wonderful feeling.

Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. 

You are simply irresistible.

I love you because you bring the best out of me.

Your terrific sense of humor.

You're the one who holds the key of my heart.

You always say what I need to hear. 

You have taught me the true meaning of love.

Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. 

You are my theme of dream. 

I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.

Your love to me is a natural anti-depressant. 

I love to hear your voice.

Your love has helped me to rediscover myself. 

Your love is an effective antidote to despair.

You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.

I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid. 

Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world.

You mean the world to me.  

Tactile Sense

I felt very uneasy when I didn't text you for few days. I really not used to it. But I know time can change everything. But for me I don't think so. I already depends on you for many months. I can't find anybody to share about my things. Usually I shared with you no matter is happiness or sorrow. I hope everything back to last time. We laughed together, joke together and play together. Every time I wanted to text you but I don't dare to do it. Just left with the last step the message will be sent. But I did not press the button. I can't really put it down. The time passes very slow without you. I have no idea why it will happen on me. What I do just can't concentrate at all.

Gaming School

Tomorrow I feels like want to absent because I don't want to see unnecessary person that affect my mood. I can feels like something bad gonna happen tomorrow if I go to school tomorrow. I hope my feeling is wrong. I hope my brother will give me permission for not attending the school tomorrow. Anyway, today I went to school because I want to play game with my bunch of friends. Play Counter-Strike Source. Boys VS Girls. It is so nice and fun and funny. But one of the girl like to scream. Sometime she make people feels very uncomfortable and rebellious to her. Once she got killed, then she will start to scream. I really want to stitch her mouth so that she can keep quiet. She make me feels very annoying. Some of my friends sit beside her gonna be deaf one day. Her voice is really keen. But finally she went back to her class. The decibels in our class decreases tremendously.  Next time she scream again. I gonna scold with all those profanity and kick her out from the class. Anyway, I need to stop here and pray hard to get good news from my brother.

Pray Hard!!!!!

Happy moments with you guys.

I very happy to be with you and feels very comfortable. Finally, I can let it go the things that is not belong to me. Rachel, you make me feels that you're the person that I should appreciate forever. I bring me smile but not sorrow. After my SPM, we gonna have plenty of time to accompany each other. I hope we just go overseas for vacation with Crystal and Cornelius, the lovely couple. And some of my friends in Switzerland (Samuel, Bernard, Stephanie, Dominic, Christopher, Raven, Emily). This is my gang that always have fun with me at overseas. After my SPM, Switzerland gonna be in winter season. Is the best time to have ski. All my friends is waiting for my arrival to Switzerland especially Dominic and Christopher. I going to back very very soon. After my prom night, I gonna be back with you guys. And halloween is coming. Too bad I can't celebrate with you guys at overseas. After this year, I gonna celebrate with you guys every year. I not gonna miss a single chance. 

Happy Halloween!!!

The place where we start and the place where we end

I going to graduate soon. Maybe I will lost contact with some of my friends because they went overseas to further their studies. Sometimes I felt maybe I also part of the one who will lost contact with all my friends. But don't worry. We can keep contact each other in our blog. So that we know what's going on in our daily routine. By the time, I graduate I not sure that whether I have to time to update my blog or not. But I will online all the time. So we won't lost contact to each other. But sometimes the place where we know each other meaning to say that the place where we will ends. I hope our friendships is endless. No matter where I go, friendships will in my heart. This is because friends is forever for me. They help me when I face difficulties and advice me when I did somethings wrong, play with me when I feel bored and many more. I can't list all out. Because it is uncountable. But something I should end it after I graduate is to forget everything sadness that I been through. 

Best Friends Forever!!

Endless Exam

Finally, I finish my trial exam. But I still feels that the exam is approaching again that is my SPM. 41 days to go. This countdown really drive me crazy and make me feels very stress. And I will try my best to achieve good results so that my teachers will not disappointed. Some of the teachers had put many hope and effort on us especially my economy teacher, Puan Anita. She is my favorite teacher among all the teachers. Even though most of the teachers are giving up but she is not. She still encourage us and have hope on us. For all those teacher that already give up, my heart will much more relieved. This is because you already give up. If I achieve A's in all those subjects which teacher had already give up, I not going to say thank you because you are giving up. I will only say thank you to my parents, my friends around me, and my economy teacher. For my account, if I really achieve A, I also will not say thank you because you taught me nothing and you always make me down and pissed off all the time. If you really know that I have no potential to obtain an A, please do advise me to drop your subject so you will not have any burden on me. Luckily I do have a mother that know accounts and much more better than you. I learnt account and show improvement because of my mother not you. So don't feels proud when I obtain A in account. 

Random

I going to get my "L" license this coming weekend. I must pass the exam no matter what. I need to go out all by myself and have fun with my friend especially you. I can't wait the time that I drive. Even though is a old junk car but I not really mind about car. Maybe some people will think that car represents their status. For me is totally bullshit. Anyway, I felt very happy that I able to control my mood. Is really unbelievable. This is because last night I really very angry at someone. Some of my friends know who is that person. Tomorrow I taking the paper. I hope I not facing her when I doing the paper. If I face her face, my paper going to fail. Because I going to leave with blank to fulfill her wish. That want to be to get 0% for the paper. Dreams come true. For me, she just piece of shit. So don't care about her. 

Second, I felt like want to continue chasing the things that I wish for. I can't really treat you bad because my mind don't allow me to do that on you. You are my angel of my life. You always make me smile when I was sad and reminds me a lot of things that I shouldn't do. Thank you so much. 

Thirdly, I need to concentrate on my piano exam after the SPM examination. I must get the highest post in the course. Although, I not taking music course but I still to collect all the certificate to make them have 'family reunion'. Haha!! And I going to take my Forecast results to register Monash University at Subang Jaya. Hope I can get a good results. Pray hard.

That's all for today. 

Fuck you o0o

You made me very pissed off today. Today after my Sejarah paper, I went to find Puan Roslina, not finding you such an asshole, dumbass, idiot, motherfucker, pathetic humans that leave on earth, emotional and pork head. I don't really like your attitude that you face to teacher and students. You make us feels hatred. I bet many people really want to screw you up after SPM. I can tell you that you totally rubbish for me. You taught me nothing, BITCH. I have no fear on you such a bitch. Although, your age is much more older than me, old folks. Besides that, you want to give me 0% for my accounts paper. Just go ahead, BITCH. Who cares about your fucking account paper? Wish for 100% clear pass in your subject. In your dreams, bitch. Don't ever try to think that you have the greatest power on the earth. Frankly speaking, you're not at all. I feels want to slap your face and hang you upside down to cut you into pieces. Who you think you are? You just a ordinary human who is a bitch or maybe worse than a bitch. Did your mother teaches you how to respect people? You want people to respect you. First of all, you need to know how respect others. Understand, bitch??????

I hate you to the maximum, SON OF THE BITCH...............

Monday, 5th of October.

First of all, I need to wish my dear friend, Ivin, a very happy birthday for her. She received many presents today. She received a purse from the brand Coach. After that, she screamed very damn loud. Besides that, her voice is really very sharp. I gonna deaf if she continue screaming. 

Second, is my exam. Today is my Perdagangan paper. I didn't really study for this subject. But after Paper 1, I study a little before the paper 2 start at 1.30 p.m. I felt that I'm so lucky. So coincidence that what I study just now, its came out during the exam. I hope I can score an A for this paper. I don't want to make my teacher disappointed again. 

That's all for today.

Overseas

Just now, I asked my dad that I would like travel after my SPM examination. Then he agree. Now, my feeling is really very happy and desperate. Few more weeks later, I gonna meet the airplane and fly around. I so enjoy when I heard that I can go overseas for vacation. I just can't wait for the moment to go overseas. 

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mooncake Festival

First of all, I need to say thank you to Pui Yee for your sincerity invitation to your beautiful house for celebrate Mooncake Festival. Last night, I tried two new things that I never done before in my life such as walking while holding a red lantern and celebrating Mooncake Festival at my friend's house. Besides that, holding a red lantern while walking under the shady tree with some drizzling rain on my head is quite scary. Apart from that, my friend, Pui Yee, told me many spooky things that happened before near her beautiful house. At the same time, I felt very curious to all those spooky things. Anyway, just forget about this. And last night I got to know a new brand called BABY MILO. For me, this brand is really new because I never heard before. The brand really very funny. "Baby Milo". Why not "Baby Nescafe" or "Baby Horlick"? Why must "Baby Milo"? Haha!!!!....... After that, we played some games inside the Karaoke room. I not really sure what is all about at first. But finally I understand and while playing this game I felt very sleepy and tired.  After that, everyone dismiss at 11.00 o'clock sharp except me and Michael Lee. While waiting for my dad, I chat with Michael and Pui yee. Both of them is a good partner to chat. Haha!! Because they very socialize with each other. Good for them and me. 

Which words is suitable to describe about this party?

A.) Happy

B.) Sad

C.) Bored

D.) Tiring

My answer is not here because my answer is beyond that limit.

 How about yours?

Feeling

The feeling inside my heart is really unique. And I felt this feeling going to be deeper and deeper. Only you will understand. No one knows about it. I know something is very fake. But I try my best to tell you something with my sincerity to you. I willing to sacrifice anything for you including my time. I just want you to be happy. I will try my very best to accompany you when you feels depress or moody. No matter is in the middle of night or what. I just want you to be happy. But I do feels very comfortable when I chat with you. Because I willing to share everything with you and you willing to share your things with me. This make me feels very grateful to have you. I always control myself not to think about you. But I can't do that. My mind keep on thinking about you. Sometimes feelings is really hard to control and is beyond my control. So I just don't want to see sorrow in your heart. But I want to see happiness in your heart and soul. 

Happy Birthday to myself

Yesterday is my birthday. I got presents and surprises from my friends. First of all, I need to say thank you to all my friends especially Ruby, Pui Yee, Steven and Hong Yaip. They wishes me happy birthday. I felt that is the greatest presents already. I don't really hope for presents. Haha!! I celebrated three times in a day. First time is at 12.00 midnight on 30th of September. Second time is at school. Three time is at my house during at night. My parents bought my favorite ice cream cake from Haagen Dazz. It is really delicious and flavorful. My parents gave me a big presents and hug. Apart from that, my brothers gave me a BlackBerry phone as my presents. I love it so much. Thank you to all of them. This is the moment that I enjoyed so much with my family and friends. I appreciate them so much. This is because they let me feels the true meaning love and friendships in my life. 

Apart from my birthday, something do happened on 30th of September. That is an earthquake that happened at Sumatra, Indonesia. Hope they gonna be fine and everything will goes smoothly to them. Yesterday, my princess, asked me did I feel any vibration or not? I replied her, no. I thought is people's illusion or imagination. But is true. This really happened at Indonesia. I felt so guilty that I said is fake news. So sorry about it. Hope this will not lasts long. 

 

Happy Birthday and God Bless Them.....