haiz... recently he very stress. and i, as his gf, don't no what to do. beside that, every time when he got assignment to do, i felt that our distance very far even v are near each other. when our distance become very far, v will start to argue. i don't no wether is i think too much or he too busy and stress. haiz.. i just know i cant disturb him too much and i can't make him more stress. so i will tell myself don't argue with him and don't think too much. but sometime i cant control myself. anyway, i got to sleep.. i just try my best to more tolerant him.
Monday, June 7, 2010
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Just Leave Me Alone
Why this world is so cruel? I never done well before since I enter college. All the group assignments is just screwed up. I tired for all these things. I had been stay up for few nights doing the assignments. But still screwed up because one of my group member plagiaries it. Sometime I rather do everything by myself so that I can't blame anyone. I just can blame myself and my capability of doing something. Some even lazy using their brain to think. God grants us the brain to think. Why don't use it? Just try to think. Is not really hard right? I don't understand at all the concept in this world. I don't think we have difficulties to think something that we know. When I heard my lecturer said "this is purely cut and paste", I was stunned and stare at my lecturer. But the truth is I didn't even do it. I not sure whether other members did it or not. But I'm sure that I not doing that. Can Taylor's just eliminate the procedure of group assignments? I just want to do things by myself. Maybe I am selfish. Basically everyone is selfish. We fight for our own survivor to survive in this world. The truth is I am selfish, stubborn or maybe stingy as well. I really felt very moody when I heard that phrase came out from my lecturer. I just felt that don't want to talk to anyone. Is just pissing me off during that time. Conclusion, I prefer doing thing by myself and present it by myself. Not to say I don't give chance to other people to express their own capabilities. When I entered college, I realized one thing that is selfishness. Everyone is being selfish. Show no mercy to anyone. Challengers and competition takes place in anywhere, anytime and at anyone.
Posted by Sebastian Lee at 8:06 AM 0 comments
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
You and Me
Both of us knew that ourselves not well yet. What you like, I going to dislike or vice versa. Maybe we have different upbringing just like what I always said. I had been trained by mother to have a such strange things with weird taste towards object. Sometime the location and the situation can change everything in a split second. I can see that you tolerate me till the maximum. I felt so grateful for that. I trying my best to change your lifestyle. This is the reason why I don't want to chat with you in the middle of night. I not sure whether you realize about your eyes or not. Your eyes is getting better. You just mentioned that you're not a good girlfriend. Then how about me? I don't think I'm a good boyfriend as well. But we are try our best to become. No matter how angry I am towards you, my feeling towards you will not fade away. Before we were together, I heard a lot of speculation about you. Frankly speaking, what they said about you, I just ignore it. Once I fall in love to you, I need to love you and your everything. I need to trust you. No matter what circumstances, you're my everything.
I love you!!!!
Posted by Sebastian Lee at 8:03 AM 0 comments
Monday, May 3, 2010
Group 2.4
This is my group photo with my classmate. Last Friday, we went to Klang in the morning just to have our heavy breakfast. It was a memorable moment because this is the first time we organize an event. Besides that, it was a successful event for the first time. By the time, we reach to school. Everyone can't concentrate because we are exhausted but we did enjoyed ourselves. This event just gave us a blast. I can see everyone wear a smile on their face and the group picture is look like we are in a big family. We are so caring to each other even though we had some argument with one another but this will not affect our friendship. We had get along with one another for around 4 months in the class. During the first semester, we are just like strangers to everyone. I did felt that too. But the second semester, everyone make their first step to get along with each other. I was so grateful to have such a good classmate. Not only that, I also have a good, supportive, considerate, beautiful, understanding, tolerate, and elegance girlfriend.
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