Merry Christmas

Today I went to Sunway Lagoon with my friends. Is just only few of us but I do have a lot of fun with you even though is just a few hours. But last night I really exhausted. I enjoying protecting you. I won't let anyone to hurt you. I had make you disappointed again. Because I can't give you the lovely monkey to you. I promised you that I going to buy you a very cute monkey or teddy bear for you all the way from Japan. And I will find you if I have free time. Don't worry. Yesterday before I leave you, I saw the sadness in you. But you gave me a nice memories that is the red spots at my hand. And a nice slap from you. Even though it sounds hurt. As long as you feels happy after you doing that, is worth. I rather myself feels the pain but I don't want you to be sad. I will always be there with you if you need me.

I love you, Ruby Teo.

Ending of the story...

I had decided to give up. So everything is over. I won't feels regret with my decision. Is time to let it go. I won't invest any time or effort in this anymore. This few years I will try my best not to fall in love at anyone else because it is torturing me. Just let it come naturally. Things like that can't be forced. I trying my very best to put all these things down. So that's it.

The End...

Farewell

I guess I need to say good-bye to some of my friends who go overseas to further their studies. I think I should further my studies at overseas and not coming back here. Should I? I don't really like the climate at Malaysia because it is extremely hot. I love all those country with 4 seasons. It is truly awesome and many events are offer to all the citizens. I wanna go Lancelin now with my friends to play sand boarding. But the weather is very hot. Apart from that, Malaysia had leave me many precious moments with my dearest friends and lovely classmates. Anyway, take care, my friends.

Good-bye..

Time is my chance

I really did not ready when you gave me that answer. But I'm so sorry that I still can't let it go. This is because I haven't prove it to you. I wanna prove it to you what you said is totally meaningless. And you very sure that I did not dare to do that things to you. Beside, I do not have chance to meet you. I knew that what I told you on the phone or text you, you will feels very fake. You will think that my feeling of love to you is not true and not sincere at all. You also think that I have no guts to tell you face to face. But time and my effort that I put will prove everything to you.

Tertiary Education

Yesterday, my mum brought me to some colleges to enquire some courses. The colleges that I been to are Monash University, Sunway College, and the new Taylor College. All this colleges make me very satisfy and happy about it. Besides that, I have nothing to care now except my studies. Since you had already gave me the answer, so I can pay 100% of concentration and effort in my studies. About love story, totally out from my list now in this split second. All the lecturer in those colleges advised me to further my studies at overseas. I still choosing whether I wanna be pilot or businessman. I feels so free now. At the same time, sadness occur in my heart. I hope time can recover me and let it go something that not belongs to me forever. I not gonna look back anymore. Is wasting my time. I wanna graduate in the short period of time if I can. I want to have my own career. I want to buy things myself using my own money. I don't want to depends on my parents. The feeling towards you is still exist. But I need to let it go as fast as possible.