Bullshit

My holiday almost over. Next week I going to continue my tertiary education. My final examination results going to release tomorrow. I very worry and nervous. Although I had spent a lot of time and effort in this examination, but I still don't have confident. This is because during the SPM examination I did put effort in but at last the results came out is not what I expected. So sometime I think how much effort I put, the outcome is still the same. Why should be like that? Many teachers said 'Practices makes perfect'. Is it true? For me, I no longer trust this. I don't want waste my time doing something stupid yet the results is still the same. Now, I rather spend my time playing game, outing with friends, watching movie, and many more. I wanna make my life just like in the wonderland. Everything is perfect. No stress but just entertainment , No anger but just laughter.

Miss you

Time passes really slow without you. I very miss you now. But you need to prepare for examination. I don't want to disturb you. What I can do just miss you and love you. I will keep waiting for you. I promised I going to bring you out after your examination to relax yourself. Currently, my mind keep thinking about you. I very miss you, my dear.

I love you

Random

I love doing things by myself. I don't like people asking me reason why I did this or what. I need freedom and privacy. I can't always accompany you. If this keep going, you will be very suffer. I don't want to accompany you during at night because I want you to study. Not only that, I do have assignment that I need to complete it. I really very frustrated when I was doing the assignment because my brain totally can't function and pointless to write in. Assignment have giving a heavy load of burden to me. I hope you understand. Anyway, I don't want to say much here.

Good-bye.